I feel good when we are together.

Sometimes Things are difficult and sometimes they are fluid. I like the fluid time more than the difficult ones, but when we work through the difficult times I feel a sense of understanding and serenity that I do not have after the fluid times. It is not always like this.

The energy I use up dealing with difficulties is recharged by the period of post-difficulty serenity, although

• Sometimes I do not get all the energy I expended back,
• Sometimes I get more than I can constructively use.

It is interesting to me that the battery indicator on my energy levels is not actually connected to my energy levels. The more I watch it, the more I realise that I have exactly as much energy as I want to spend on whatever it is that I am doing.

I want to keep doing my girlfriend.

I wonder if she feels the same?